It's all because of all the empty hopes I've lost, the hopes that I've invested in you.
How can I not feel this way? You can't expect me to be happy after hearing about a bad news. This is just sick. How can you go and hurt someone, and tell them 'It's alright'??
It's like me, stabbing you in the eyes with my knives, and telling you 'It's alright'. Shit like that don't happen. Like someone cutting off your torso, and telling you 'It's alright'. Shit like that don't happen!
No one walks around leading people on, giving false hopes, playing with empty promises and ending up crushing them like a cockroach under a rolled up newspaper.
I know, I'm not the better looking guy if compared to him, but I thought you were different. They treated me the same way, so I should have expected you to be the same, because in the end, most of them left.
'Shit happens' right? Obviously not to you, because if it does, you would not be saying this with a jolly tone.
I was there when you needed someone to talk to. I was there when the nights were silent. I thought you would be there for me too, guess I was wrong.
Thank you for reminding me why I should never have started in the first place. Never again. This I promise.
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