You made me think...

Days like these makes me think, and not just on any normal stuff:

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"Should I put more effort, or should I just stop now to avoid the hurt?"

"Maybe I can change, it's for my betterment, right?"

"Should I click on your name when I see you online? I don't want to look desperate, but I really really want to chat with you...although we always run out of topic to chat about..."

"You never look for me when we're online...should I take that as a sign and stop myself from having high hopes?"

"You've told me about the 'other guy' (yea, I get jealous too, but I don't tell you). What can I do to be YOUR guy?"

"I seriously don't know how you feel towards me, and I'm afraid to ask...in case you'll freak out and stop chatting with me."

"I really hope to be more than just 'friends', but will you let me?"

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I told you I'll wait, and I've seriously been waiting. I'm at the brink of giving up, and somehow I need you there to tell me that you're still there, and you're waiting too, waiting to be ready to be in a relationship.

I'll tell you now, there are times, when I'll wake up and think that I'm waiting for something that's never going to happen, but I told myself, I'll be right here waiting for you.

I'll stay hanging by the edge, but it's tiring. I don't want to disappoint you like how you've told me about the other guys...but you're making it really difficult for me.

Please, tell me, to either keep waiting, or just forget about it.

:c

x

Chriss